I’m going through a pretty strong identity crisis. I really don’t know how to handle this. I feel so weak and lack confidence at this point. These feelings are all too common. It wasn’t this bad when I was with her, but now it’s fallen to a whole new low.
These feelings of clinginess do not help my situation. I feel like she was a great thing in my life and I threw it all away. I hate that I feel like I depend on her this much. The feeling that if she were back in my life then I can begin to get my shit together. But I know it can’t be. For whatever reason I just couldn’t be there emotionally. Made stupid mistakes. Now I feel alone and completely and utterly lost.
She’ll find someone well-established, while I’ll be here struggling to piece together my life.